1.04.2010

living with passion

I just decided tonight that i want twenty ten to be about living with passion. I was driving home from a friends tonight sans C so i turned up the tunes. i don't get to do that a lot now, and it made me FEEL me, who i love to be. the girl booty shakin in the car. sounding out the wrong lyrics. ( i make up my own, ask ben ) i love letting the music notes hit me and i love to feel the bass bounce against my ear drums. i love dancing and singing and feeling the music. i felt good. i felt really good. i danced the whole way home, not stopping at red lights, not caring whom might see me. I'm going to let myself experience that more often. find the lyrics, the notes, the beats that set me on fire. i want to read more books too, it doesn't sound like that is passionate but reading really lets me dream, i let my imagination run wild, IF i can find a book to hold my attention. that's the hard part for me. i'm taking out my water colors too. i feel like i don't have room to paint, no time, but i think C would help me. :) I'll set my easel up, right after clean out our front room... uh oh. I also, have not written in some time. Not on here, but in a journal, or a scrap piece of paper. i typically only write when things are bad. something bothers me. or feeling hurt. but i'm going to try writing good things. love should be my inspiration. life is good should be my inspiration. i'll try writing more. in a journal. a girlfriend gave me one at a baby shower, telling me to write letters to cecily. i thought it was silly, but now, i think i will. i hope you live with PASSION. xoxox

4 comments:

Jen Oaks said...

while i am 100% for living with passion, may i advise that you stop at red lights? for me??

adwsellers said...

jen, i would stop for you. not dancing, but stop the car. for you i will.

Jen Oaks said...

xo

Diva In Disguise said...

Yess!!! living with passion is what everyone needs to make life feel like life really LOL if that makes sense :D